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oh mAn. . recently having downpours like nobody business. . .
time range from 3 - 7pM.. .. standardized sIa...
i couldn't play bball, cant go out, cant do alot of things...
stay at home watch vcd series till i started to get bored already. . .
i jus hope that the raining seasons could like stopped, and sunshine rise up from morning to dawn. . . aWw.. wouldnt it be better?
hAiyO... sO sIanz. . . alright. . lets blog bout ytd thing.. since i really rotting now. . .
how should i start. . .
yesterdae went out with fion, well.. jus awhile bahz.. had lunch at long john silver. . .
before heading to ljs. . we saw kexin, shir, angela . . oMG.. we were like.. should we siaM?!
hAha!
in the end we jus go and hab some tok with them . . . then.. kexin.. was like having a miscarriage. . laugh out like beri surprised.. hahA~
so funny... =)
den headed to ljs.. eat eat.. shared fries with fion.. forced her to eat.. else she ish jus so thin. loL~!
panda should not be so thin de.. =x
hmmm.. after that.. went to see the shows available in the cinema.. we see the shows name.. but we didnt catch either one.. we leave it for our next outing to watch... weird rite? lOL~!
after tat. . send her home... and well.. got tired... so went home after sending her back..
reached home.. sTonEd.. ..
hahA~
alright. . . todae....
hmm.. same routine... woke up.. breakfast.. vcd marathon.. late lunch.. computering.. dinner.. computering... hAHa~
mabbie i should stop favouriting the past sms we had bahz.. as time goes.. i couldnt expect you to be like last time.. haha~
mabbie u really dun tink of me le ma.. lOlz~
so.. yeah.. hab to get used to all these from now on...
when u r with me.. i feel tat... ya.. u really love me? haha~
so surprise when u actually printed it out and put it in ur money pouch..
but, when u r not with me.. felt so lonely and uncared... haha~
mabbie i too wanted care from someone bahz..
mAbbie recently at home.. nothing to do.. i start tinking of you.. and also those foolish tinkings..
unlike you, busy with studies nowadaez.. mabbie i should understand your current situation..
coz, when my school starts.. i might be the same..
actually i know that i am not a person that will get suspicious over some1.. i suppose i am really too free le.. so my mind jus go aroused.. ..
i tink i should keep words to myself, rather den saying out.. =)
oh well.. shall stop here le.. its killing me by typing ... haha~!
tomorrow having huiying's chalet.. finally hab somethings to do le ~!!! hip hip hoRrAy! =D
alright.. stopping le..
HopInG for the beSt in the time to cOme. . . zZzzzZ
*calvin logging off. . .
- yAwNz. . . sIanzAtiOnaL . . .
Dreamt by tenshii-korokii @ 7:08 AM
bOohOhoO~!
oh mAn.. recently @ home doing nothing ish killing me. . .
too bored.. too sianz.. everything ish jus too too much. . .
Lets update some of the craps...
first crap..
I gonna for an operation on my left wirst.. to extract out a small little tiny twiny cuttie bubblish lump . . well.. jus a day surgery.. so.. i doubt it wont cause any bad outcome yeah? lOlz~
things like.. stroke.. heart-attack after the deep sleep surgeory as mentioned by the doctor wont happened tO me i guess.. lOlz~ =D
end of first shit...
second crap. .
hmmm.. april 5th i am going to huiying's chalet... promised her to stay overnite..
oh man.. its great~! coz i get to see the beach on late nite!!!
Orion as my miss panda taught me on her geomentry lecture.. LoLz~!
doubt panda can come the chalet.. else we can take a fine scroll alone the beach yea? it will be really nice.. =)
last crap . .
actually... well.. nothing more le la.. jus crapping =p
TopIc of the day~
Relationships...
aWww.... such a word..
The sweet part . . . The Bitter paRt. . . The seperation pArt. . .
iTs a cyCle..
Read a couple's blog jus now.. well.. an outsider view yea?
the guy ish alwayz over sensitive..
i mean.. what u give.. does not hab to get back ..
why should u demand a return from the person u love?
after reading the blog of thiers..
i hab a sudden thought..
mabbie .. i should let go of the past black mark in me..
doesn't means the problem occurs once on me.. it will occur on the next person i love..
@ least i am not so unluckY rite? =)
sO... i am determined to walk off that black mark... =)
so..yA.. tatz all for todae.. =)
- relationships...
Dreamt by tenshii-korokii @ 7:19 AM
hey everyone! sorry for not touching up this blog for a long time..
for the past few weeks ish so busy with my projects and exam.. almost no time to breath man..
phew.. finally over =)
*relieved*
well well.. currently having my holidaez~ hOhohOho~
tIme to get myself a joB really sOonx. . .
hmmm.. dunno y.. suddenly i felt that.. its time for me.. to settle down and find the love i alwayz wanted.. has been a year ++ going 2years i have last hold a girl hand le.. and i am going on being like dat till i found a girl whom i love lots.
its been yrs.. since jusagirl left me.. *smile..
she jus dun believe tat some1 like me could have feeling for her.. mabbie i cant blame her.. coz she ish not me..
if 1 day, i were to live for a dae... my last wish will be to hold on to her hand.. but its not gonna hAppen for 40yrs later bahz... haha~ coz i am not dying so sOonx.
i am living yr by yr. . =)
i will not say letting go off her.. coz.. wat ish letting off? the true meaning of letting off ish not urself to decide. u wont be able to let off as and when u wan. . so jus live on everydae.. there will be 1 dae u can let off without u noticing.
mi & her ish impossible for wat i know le. she is jus an unreachable star beyond me limits...
i know the facts and i am not going to tink bout it. live on and mabbie miracle happens in any second of my life?
alright.. wat else.. saw cAsS blog. . nod nod head.. happy for her...
now i jus feel that. . once u let go, if were to get baCk.. ish either to late.. or u hab to put in much effort den b4. . .
the moment u let off, u might feel alittle regret... but this regret, will be untoerate when u wanting back.
well.. time to end this entry...
will try to update if i hab the time yea? so takkaire everyone.. cyA all~
cIaOs~
jusaboy signing off. . .
- A dReAm oF mY LiFe. . .
Dreamt by tenshii-korokii @ 9:07 PM
wahz piang.. so long nv update my blog le.. hAHAz~
lazy ma bo bian....
now at lab lesson.. too boring le.. listening to teacher tok tok.. till can sleep ar..
so come and type type around the blog.. lolx~
hmMm.. lets see.. wat to say now..
recently i started to go for school bball training.. haha~
didnt go since the dae after the selection.. Lolz! =x
for like around 2months i didnt go? haha!
starting of my poly year2 sem2 le.. hmm.. okie okie la..
aiming to get good result for this semester.. lolz~
previous sem got straight Bs.. damm sian de.. hahaz~!
dunno still got wat to update le lehx...
oh yA! my birthdae coming le hor.. for those who ish looking at my blog here.. haha~!
dun act blur ar... lolz
hmm.. and also.. for those who play maplestory de ar...
mi also got play hor.. lolx
for my wizard.. ish jusaboy
for my bandit ish jusaboyz
haha~
okiex.. ending here le..
*jusaboy sIgns off...
- (,") bOrInG dAeX (",)
Dreamt by tenshii-korokii @ 10:20 PM
okok... i didnt update for quite some daex.. =p
well.. nothing much to update ma.. didnt have any happening stuff..
hmm.. everydae same old thingy...
wake up.. eat breakfast.. on PC... play game... afterNoOn.. eat lunch.. play bball.. bath.. nite time.. eat dinner.. chat on fone with ash... sleep. lolx~ standardized le. lolx!
oh well...
hmmM.. but, mi fren circle has enlarged quite a few... hahaz~
coz last sun and this mondae me working at a warehouse.. paCking motorola hp de stuff... den ish so coOL.. all of them r from temasek poly.. den we really click on quite well...
den we r the faster packers down there.. and not forgetting also the mOst noisy de packers~ loLx~!
rAwKs mAn! den we even edited some songs to sing ourself during work.. den laugh our lungs out manx.. hahax~! even tears came out. lolx~!
den.. in friendster... my second acct ish reAlly pathetic manx..
therefore i add ppl lor.. bo bianx.. sobsobx...
after my second acct i wont open another de.. so troublesome. lolx~
den get to know a girl named angeline.. she ish so kawaii.. ehx.. den the best thing ish her ccA ish band. rAwKs~!
clarinet player.
den i simply love chatting with her.. dunno y.
shall drag her to watch band concert in future time when i am informed of band performances. =p
hmm.. still got wat to update lehx...
erMx...
oh okie. mi love life.
hahaz~
currently single.
looking.
but.. confused.
coz ish i really dunch know wat i wan.
my desired girlfriend..
- shall be cute.
- height of 160 and above.
- either a bballer, netballer or an instrumental player.
- understanding.
- age gap not beri big (16 and above but not more den mi *) lolx
- faithful not flirt.
- not an Ah lian. coz simply sucks.
- non-smoker, drinker i pei her drink also can. lolx
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tatz all ma.. so hard to find mehx.. lolx~!
but i really cant find.
although there ish really 2 or 3 meet some of the target. . but r always less den 16. also not more den 160.
haix...
i will still love that person.. but.. sometime human jus expects perfect.
*thoughts of the past*
sometime i thought.. the existence of "jusaboy & jusagurl" ish actually a diasaster to me.
we knew and met each other in a unique way...
we stead we break in a weird way...
i waited for her for as long as 2 long valentine had passed.
since the yr 2003 de valentine.. i have not celebrate with anyone else.. coz .. all i wan ish her. and onli her.
the memories r still in my mind now.. although ish in the past le.. mabbie she had forgotten all bout it.
but i jus cant.
not becoz i cant get her back to my hand therefore i am so keen on her... ish becoz the feeling i have for her seems to last so long...
i wait for yrs... i tried forgetting her. but cant.
she hurt me not once not twice.. ish almost uncountable..
but i still wait.. silently..
till 2004... my 18th birthdae.. she promised to celebrate with me.. in the end made me so so so upset.. and ending up i have to act a happy face that i actually HAD her to celebrate with me on my birthdae
on the next dae of sch to my classmates.
i finally... made a hard decision.. break up the friendship ties with her. thatz the onli way i cAn stop myself to contact with her.
initially she says sorry.. and tried to get the friendship back.. but as i expected.. iSh jus the starting... her attitude towards a problem or thing or even a person wont last for long..
till now.. i found out she blocked me in msn...
she might not know how deep i am into her... the deepnest i had for her.. will be the same as the deepnest that i forced myself to take to break up ties.
i am writing all this jus becoz this ish my blog.. my feeling expressed here.
people who knows this blog r normally my frenz tat ish in my msn list. i trust u all =)
therefore.. when anyone tag.. jus put ur name okie? thanx...
anywhere.. the above ish the past le. i know ish iMpossible between me and jusagurl.
so i live on after since my 18th birthdae already.. and opened my sight to others who cherish me and love me.
till den.. i wait for the girl to come. . . .
- finally updates... lolx~
Dreamt by tenshii-korokii @ 8:04 AM
Object oriented programming - A
Network multimedia - B
Data Communication Networking - B+
Computing Mathematics 2 - B
I I S O - B
hahax~ tatz all my results for my diploma core sub.. kekex~ =D
hai hao la.. grade all not bad bahx =p
- exam result. . .
Dreamt by tenshii-korokii @ 7:59 PM
alright.. hmm.. back from chalet on 6th april..
well .. tiring.. haha!
anywayx.. had some fun down there somehow still.. hahax!
hmm.. todae i went to LSBC to play bball.. hmm.. not bad.. quite fun.
finally saw ashley in person.. she ish cute. haha~
erMx.. bad part.. i sprained my leg.. *faints*
hmm.. but i tink ish a minor 1 bah.. haha~
hmm.. lazy to type much bout it...
well.. found out something.. firstly.. debbie block me in msn.. well. i dunch know y she blocked me.. but somehow i am relieved when i saw her online on my another acct.
this proves that she ish going on well.. and also settle down my worries bout her.
becoz quite some daex neber see her online.. thought wat happened to her.
although... mi and her has already broken up ties.. but .. no matter wat.. i cant change the fact that she ish still the girl tat really gives me a realistic dreamx.. and could not deny tat she the girl whom i really love the most in my lifetime till now...
secondly.. got to find a girl whom i lost contact with since june 04.
anywayx.. i added her in friendster.. but whether if she gonna accept ish another case.
hAix.. she broke with me and in the end she dao me.
i also dunno wat she ish tinking at tat point of time.
anywayx.. whether anot if she gonna chat with me againx.. i will jus accept the facts. =)
alright.. last of all.. hmm.. found out zhu tou hab stead le.. so well..
good luck.
hao bahx... i gotta end here le.. so tiring.. yAwNx...
niteX and ciaOx~
jusaboy. . .
- half nice half sway daex .. haha~
Dreamt by tenshii-korokii @ 11:59 PM
